Today I woak up from a weekend of being human.
I don't have this VBS faith or experience. My life isn't just the
grownup version of vegitales, and i've realized i need gain
ground with God. I think God puts people in our lives
to heal us to help us to see things and to feel things
that we would never have seen or felt before. Perhaps those people
are there for a short time, but the impact runs deep. They may not
not even be aware of the impact they on you...or the impact
you on them. It's a beautiful mess, that's what it is. Say an
Amen if you know what i'm talking about, beautiful messes...
But I also reconnected w/my mentor/friend Alex who I havent seen
for 2 years. I guess he's my favorite GSI. that's right I had lunch
w/a GSI, Yeh i said it! and no he's not an undergradaphile. We had a
good talk, it's amazing those people you can just pick up
a conversation w/regardless of the space between when you last talked.
we're both different now, i'm more confidant, less scared, and w/less inhibitions
so i talk more i guess, and don't just nod while thoughts are rushing through my head.
We're going to go to a shooting range later. He said I did good, that he was proud
of what I accomplished in such a short time, and to get that from someone
as amazing as him, w/all his experience was not just lip service.
Here we are eating our vietnamese food- say no to ahn hong, it's too expensive
for the little amount they give you!!!
so yup, here we are the tolman hall junkies.
I am 10 units away from earning my bachelors for real,
so I just gotta stay the course and see where it takes me.
I miss my roomate = /
it's crazy here in this apartment............
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